Know My Name
By: Chanel Miller
Published Year: 2019
Pages: 384
Publisher: Viking
Summary (Provided by Goodreads): She was known to the world as Emily Doe when she stunned millions with a letter. Brock Turner had been sentenced to just six months in county jail after he was found sexually assaulting her on Stanford’s campus. Her victim impact statement was posted on BuzzFeed, where it instantly went viral–viewed by eleven million people within four days, it was translated globally and read on the floor of Congress; it inspired changes in California law and the recall of the judge in the case. Thousands wrote to say that she had given them the courage to share their own experiences of assault for the first time.
Now she reclaims her identity to tell her story of trauma, transcendence, and the power of words. It was the perfect case, in many ways–there were eyewitnesses, Turner ran away, physical evidence was immediately secured. But her struggles with isolation and shame during the aftermath and the trial reveal the oppression victims face in even the best-case scenarios. Her story illuminates a culture biased to protect perpetrators, indicts a criminal justice system designed to fail the most vulnerable, and, ultimately, shines with the courage required to move through suffering and live a full and beautiful life.
Know My Name will forever transform the way we think about sexual assault, challenging our beliefs about what is acceptable and speaking truth to the tumultuous reality of healing. It also introduces readers to an extraordinary writer, one whose words have already changed our world. Entwining pain, resilience, and humor, this memoir will stand as a modern classic.
First Impressions
Honestly, the cover of this book didn’t do much for me. I saw it on a few lists and felt meh. What ended up drawing me to it was hearing multiple people rave about it and saying it was one of the best memoirs they had ever read. So, not the best first impressions, but a good second impression.
What I thought
Holy cow were people right.
Chanel Miller was the victim of rape in 2015 on Stanford University’s campus. It was the case that took the world by storm. Everyone knew Brock Turner’s name but no one knew Chanel’s. His case had such lasting ramifications and ow Chanel has decided to reclaim her story and tell it all.
I listened to this on audiobook because I wanted to hear her story through her voice. I’m sure it is just as powerful as a physical book, but man did the audiobook hit me. I remember this case so clearly. I was not in college at the time, but was well aware of the turmoil and the lax punishment he received as well as the backlash that followed. This all occurred during the height of the Me Too movement.
This book though shows so much more about what Chanel went through. She starts with the night of her rape and you follow her story through multiple trials. I had no idea that her trial lasted over a year and then she had to wait months after that for his punishment. This book infuriated me on her behalf. I wanted to call for Brock’s defense attorney to be disbarred as well as the judge recalled.
This is easily the kind of book to radicalize people and start a movement. Our so called justice system for victims of sexual assault is appalling. It opened my eyes in so many ways and I feel I need to find a way to support the cause. Also hearing even more about how Brock didn’t take any responsibility for his actions infuriates me. I also was disappointed in Stanford and the lack of action they took on the case. Even hearing how they tried to “rectify” the situation afterwards was disappointing.
This book is not an easy one to read but it is a necessary one. It can be graphic at times but man do I want it to be required reading for all high schoolers. The part that breaks my heart is that the people who need to hear this story most probably won’t read it. But hopefully enough of us can that we can pass along Chanel’s story and fight for the rights of sexual assault victims and believe their truths.